Buff and Sexy? Well, Kind Of
So I’ve started a major self campaign to drop a bunch of weight. At the moment I’m a size 14 but carry it well. Its mostly in the boobs and butt, but they are darn sexy. However, despite the claims that I’m friggen hot, I’m still not happy with myself at this size. I want to be a size 10. According to my stick thin sister, she’s a 9. I can get there, but the truth is I’m mostly lazy. I started eating fast food because I didn’t feel like packing lunch. I stopped exercising because I didn’t want to do actual work. The last time I dropped serious weight I was preparing for the wedding that ended up not happening. So here’s the deal. I’m doing it for me this time. Three nights in a row now, I’ve worked out. I’ve been bringing my lunch for weeks (which also helps with the economy crunch on my end) and am finding it easier to tell people no. My boyfriend is happy whatever my size, or so he says. Personally I think he just likes having the boobs in his face, but that’s besides the point. Size 10 here I come.
